考验

之前笔者比没有真正遇过什么值得一提的考验，经常认为考验必然是件大事情。直到最近才发现考验可以只是Ａ．Ｂ．二选一就是这么简单的问题，比起小学四选一 的测验题还简单得多。问题可以是那么的单纯、那么的简单，但抉择却是那么的复杂需要顾虑的事情实在是太多。虽然说当笔者做这个决定时多多少少都已经猜测到 即将会发生的事情。笔者一向来都算是善良派凡是总留余地。笔者不想被人伤害也不想伤害别人。可是往往是事与愿违．．．今天因为时势所逼笔者逼不得已执行了 这个决定----- 把她在蓝服里管理人的职位辞掉了当然这也包括她在蓝服里的一切权限。这个决定真的把笔者的心弄得很痛．．．非常的痛。也许是笔者的错把？是否笔者不应该太 宠她？对．．．笔者滥权了虽然一只以来都有用自己的权力偷偷的捉弄那些不良的玩家，可是这次却过分的把权力给了她．．．笔者究竟在做什么？没有人知道未来 的路要如何去走．．．这一次笔者把考验对给了她和他自己．．．此时笔者想起了５年前读过的一首诗“未选择的路”

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost (1874–1963). Mountain Interval. 1920.